I love this place.. the people... the things I learn.. the faith I come across.. the love.. the care.. wow.. I am feeling more a part of this place then ever before.. not just at CF though.. it is with people... GODS people.. and also GOD is drawing more people to me.. which I need.. want and love..
I had a sense for a while I was isolated.. and even though it is still happening in some parts of my life.. I just don't feel that as much anymore.. things are changing.. so good..
I am feeling so much better in myself.. going through divorce but easier then I thought it would be.. at peace.. feeling more joy.. not crying often anymore.. Making new friends and going today to get my hearing checked.. my hearing is bad and does isolate me.. so I want to see if I can do something to help myself and my children.. because they live with me and communicate most with me.. so it affects them more then any other..
Good things starting to happen.. has been a long hard road for a long time..
Still getting counselling.. feel more control of my life yet GOD is in ultimate control of course..
HE is my joy and has taken away that horrible horrible ache inside for someone beside me and for something good to happen which I have waited for.. for a very very very long time.. I am contented as is.. and yet even though I prayed a long, long time for things to change and they didn't well not the way I thought and wanted... I have no doubt GOD has better things ahead.. I am not in a rush for it because I am content.. praise HIS name.. HE is everything to me..
I want a good believing man of GOD beside me.. not just to love and be loved by.. but also so that he and I are able to share our lives together and do doubly more for the Kingdom of GOD and also I believe being with a believer would bring things together more and more in just about every place that has been troubled and affected.. my kids and I need you and I pray for you even now..
I have felt.. like for a long time I have been sitting in a corner.. unseen and held back from being all I could be... though GOD has used me in amazing ways yes even as is.. I know there is so much more to be done in the KINGDOM of GOD and with someone beside me who is filled with GODS SPIRIT it is only going to be more dynamic.. It will be exciting to see how GOD does it all.. I know HE wants this for me too.. I just know it.. And the wonderful thing is.. right now.. good things are happening.. and I am touching peoples lives and things that were shut to me are opening again..
Just read this on face book..
Once you've let go of the past, the present and future become clearer and clearer.........close the neccessary doors and open the important ones!
I had a sense for a while I was isolated.. and even though it is still happening in some parts of my life.. I just don't feel that as much anymore.. things are changing.. so good..
I am feeling so much better in myself.. going through divorce but easier then I thought it would be.. at peace.. feeling more joy.. not crying often anymore.. Making new friends and going today to get my hearing checked.. my hearing is bad and does isolate me.. so I want to see if I can do something to help myself and my children.. because they live with me and communicate most with me.. so it affects them more then any other..
Good things starting to happen.. has been a long hard road for a long time..
Still getting counselling.. feel more control of my life yet GOD is in ultimate control of course..
HE is my joy and has taken away that horrible horrible ache inside for someone beside me and for something good to happen which I have waited for.. for a very very very long time.. I am contented as is.. and yet even though I prayed a long, long time for things to change and they didn't well not the way I thought and wanted... I have no doubt GOD has better things ahead.. I am not in a rush for it because I am content.. praise HIS name.. HE is everything to me..
I want a good believing man of GOD beside me.. not just to love and be loved by.. but also so that he and I are able to share our lives together and do doubly more for the Kingdom of GOD and also I believe being with a believer would bring things together more and more in just about every place that has been troubled and affected.. my kids and I need you and I pray for you even now..
I have felt.. like for a long time I have been sitting in a corner.. unseen and held back from being all I could be... though GOD has used me in amazing ways yes even as is.. I know there is so much more to be done in the KINGDOM of GOD and with someone beside me who is filled with GODS SPIRIT it is only going to be more dynamic.. It will be exciting to see how GOD does it all.. I know HE wants this for me too.. I just know it.. And the wonderful thing is.. right now.. good things are happening.. and I am touching peoples lives and things that were shut to me are opening again..
Just read this on face book..
Once you've let go of the past, the present and future become clearer and clearer.........close the neccessary doors and open the important ones!
