There's Gotta Be More To Life

So I here I sit once again at my computer spending countless hours just browsing the web. *sighs*

I want soooooo bad to do something with my life. For the Lord. Just for anybody but myself. I'm sick of doing things for myself. I'm tired of focusing on myself. I'm just.......tired.

Also someone has been on my mind lately. I wonder how that person is doing? ? ? I hope well. Seriously.

Just a few more things:

I want the desire for love to dissapear

I want some RL friends. Ones that actually prehaps care? ? Friends that care....what a concept.

I want a job I love

I want to be............happy


What do you think? Too much to ask?