After remembering and writing these past few days I started poking and digging around...
It was fun, the old best friend I before mentioned (the Greek gal) well she is online- FB.
The best thing is she has a public page, and she put up a bunch of pics. I was happy to see she looks the same (aside from gaining some weight, ha like I can talk). Still looks cheerful, bright, outgoing.
At first I wouldntve figured out right away except for one pic. She had dyed her hair, but her face and smile looks exactly the same as as the memories I have etched.
Then I found some info and a pic of another best friend that goes even father back someone who was like a forerunner for someone else.Who knows maybe God was giving me another chance.
My reaction was mixed on this. From what she wrote on Classmates she sounds personality wise like the gal I remember- the rare one who could catch and hold my attention as well as my emotions (and mind too I guess). Still seems like a very interesting unique person. However I could tell in the pics (and other items they put up) there is somethig not quite right there. I get the feeling they went through some stuff and may have some issues. I can see it in their eyes. A strong mind can turn into a dangerous weakness if not checked. Plus even worse I could see darkness all over them, like they are or had been heavy into the occult.
It seems even after I moved and we grew up apart, we continued to have a lot in common.
Needless to say I'm praying for them (both).
I seriously wonder if I should try to contact the one, to apologize. Ah but do I really want to bring that back to mind- if they do even remember me???
I was figuring.: the younger one is the more likely they wouldn't remember someone. On the other hand the closer and the longer the duration people are close- the better the chance to remember, as well as chances get better the older the parties are.
Of course you have to take into account what kind of person they are: social, fogetful or the type who remembers every little thing, a people person or one who is but not really paying attention to the people?
So adding all this up, I figure there's a good chance she'd remember me & our friendship.
Doesn't hurt either that I have a few pictures- that's always a good ice breaker.
Speaking of, I know I have someone else "on the line" and I kinda feel guilty about it, but I'm just not sure of it's the right time. Either that or I'm not ready to deal with any uncomfortable stuff it might bring up. Plus I gotta be able to bear with the big ego & all the bragging (oh how some things never change- without God's intervention)...
It was fun, the old best friend I before mentioned (the Greek gal) well she is online- FB.
The best thing is she has a public page, and she put up a bunch of pics. I was happy to see she looks the same (aside from gaining some weight, ha like I can talk). Still looks cheerful, bright, outgoing.
At first I wouldntve figured out right away except for one pic. She had dyed her hair, but her face and smile looks exactly the same as as the memories I have etched.
Then I found some info and a pic of another best friend that goes even father back someone who was like a forerunner for someone else.Who knows maybe God was giving me another chance.
My reaction was mixed on this. From what she wrote on Classmates she sounds personality wise like the gal I remember- the rare one who could catch and hold my attention as well as my emotions (and mind too I guess). Still seems like a very interesting unique person. However I could tell in the pics (and other items they put up) there is somethig not quite right there. I get the feeling they went through some stuff and may have some issues. I can see it in their eyes. A strong mind can turn into a dangerous weakness if not checked. Plus even worse I could see darkness all over them, like they are or had been heavy into the occult.
It seems even after I moved and we grew up apart, we continued to have a lot in common.
Needless to say I'm praying for them (both).
I seriously wonder if I should try to contact the one, to apologize. Ah but do I really want to bring that back to mind- if they do even remember me???
I was figuring.: the younger one is the more likely they wouldn't remember someone. On the other hand the closer and the longer the duration people are close- the better the chance to remember, as well as chances get better the older the parties are.
Of course you have to take into account what kind of person they are: social, fogetful or the type who remembers every little thing, a people person or one who is but not really paying attention to the people?
So adding all this up, I figure there's a good chance she'd remember me & our friendship.
Doesn't hurt either that I have a few pictures- that's always a good ice breaker.
Speaking of, I know I have someone else "on the line" and I kinda feel guilty about it, but I'm just not sure of it's the right time. Either that or I'm not ready to deal with any uncomfortable stuff it might bring up. Plus I gotta be able to bear with the big ego & all the bragging (oh how some things never change- without God's intervention)...
