Status: My walk with God's starting to be a little less daunting now that I know He's not gonna let me do everything on my own. 
I dream every once in a while when I get a night of really deep sleep (which does wonders for my chronic conditions, thankfully) and I usually dream about silly stuff like food (which, unfortunately, leaves me starving for food when I wake up) or flying. But not last night.
Last night's dream was terrifying. It started out okay, with me sitting on my bed in my room reading a book. Then I looked out the window and there was a girl standing there dressed head to toe in a red dress with blonde hair and pale eyes. Now normally, in my dream state of mind, this would be just another weird dream. But it was the way she was looking at me, with a malicious smile and cruel intent in her eyes. In my dream, right away, I knew she was demonic in nature. So I immediately felt fear but started to say "In the name of Jesus Christ who shed his blood for me I command you to leave." It didn't work so I tried again and said, "In the name of Jesus Christ who takes away the sins of the world, I demand that you leave me in peace." I ran out of the room and came back a second later and she was gone. I returned to sitting on my bed and reading.
Then apparently in my dream I had to get up to go to the kitchen and when I opened my bedroom door the girl was back, standing in front of me with the same malicious look on her face. So I did what I did the first time but then I felt like this sort of tug in my chest and my mind that was trying to prevent me from speaking the words and I had to really try to get the words out. She then disappeared. Then my dream took a more happy route and I dreamed of traveling around the world with one of my friends. Then I woke up.
But I cannot tell if I was demonically attacked or if my brain was playing a trick on me or what happened. But that was terrifying. I'm praying to God today that he'll keep me safe from the forces of evil anyway.
I dream every once in a while when I get a night of really deep sleep (which does wonders for my chronic conditions, thankfully) and I usually dream about silly stuff like food (which, unfortunately, leaves me starving for food when I wake up) or flying. But not last night.
Last night's dream was terrifying. It started out okay, with me sitting on my bed in my room reading a book. Then I looked out the window and there was a girl standing there dressed head to toe in a red dress with blonde hair and pale eyes. Now normally, in my dream state of mind, this would be just another weird dream. But it was the way she was looking at me, with a malicious smile and cruel intent in her eyes. In my dream, right away, I knew she was demonic in nature. So I immediately felt fear but started to say "In the name of Jesus Christ who shed his blood for me I command you to leave." It didn't work so I tried again and said, "In the name of Jesus Christ who takes away the sins of the world, I demand that you leave me in peace." I ran out of the room and came back a second later and she was gone. I returned to sitting on my bed and reading.
Then apparently in my dream I had to get up to go to the kitchen and when I opened my bedroom door the girl was back, standing in front of me with the same malicious look on her face. So I did what I did the first time but then I felt like this sort of tug in my chest and my mind that was trying to prevent me from speaking the words and I had to really try to get the words out. She then disappeared. Then my dream took a more happy route and I dreamed of traveling around the world with one of my friends. Then I woke up.
But I cannot tell if I was demonically attacked or if my brain was playing a trick on me or what happened. But that was terrifying. I'm praying to God today that he'll keep me safe from the forces of evil anyway.
