I swirl with my clay all day long. When Im at a meeting.
I pray and freak out the on-lookers, I pray on my knees with my face to on the ground next to my bike on the sidewalk next to the church.
In the meeting I start out strong and OK. After 20 minutes I want attention.. Im to afraid to look around to see if others are looking at me. I know they have bad intentions for me. They will manipulate me and use me if they can get away with it.
I want them, they might be evil, so I stay away from them. God says no... I must stay away. Im only their to get better. Im not there to share my love and my life. I have to be careful or I will be eat'n alive.
That ball of clay starts swirling super fast after 40 minutes. Thats the anxiety kicking in. By the end of the meeting, Im weak and beat and have no identity... Iv'e been over powered and over run... Outside, on me knees I pray, I grab my bike and Im off.
I pray and freak out the on-lookers, I pray on my knees with my face to on the ground next to my bike on the sidewalk next to the church.
In the meeting I start out strong and OK. After 20 minutes I want attention.. Im to afraid to look around to see if others are looking at me. I know they have bad intentions for me. They will manipulate me and use me if they can get away with it.
I want them, they might be evil, so I stay away from them. God says no... I must stay away. Im only their to get better. Im not there to share my love and my life. I have to be careful or I will be eat'n alive.
That ball of clay starts swirling super fast after 40 minutes. Thats the anxiety kicking in. By the end of the meeting, Im weak and beat and have no identity... Iv'e been over powered and over run... Outside, on me knees I pray, I grab my bike and Im off.