Suffering

Today I was suffering. I suffered remembering my ritual abuse. My torturer Kevin was very cruel to me. He was not compassionate towards me at all. He did not like that I am humble and gentle and kind. He talked about the devil to me often and told me he worshiped the devil and that he hated beauty. He told me that he loved the devil and that the devil was beautiful to him and that the devil looked different ways to him and that the devil looked like a woman to him. He told me that he worshiped the devil and that she looked like a woman to him at times. He told me that he loved evil and that he loved harming the Lord. Kevin told me that he wanted the devil to rule the world and that he wanted the Antichrist to run the earth. I thought of these things today and it hurt my heart that Kevin was so cruel to my soul. The Lord told me that Kevin was very evil and that he was very cruel and that he harmed me because I am a beautiful soul and humble and a gentle healer of people like all his children. The Lord told my soul that Kevin knew that I had a soft heart and that I loved Him and that my life mission was meant to heal those who were vulnerable and sensitive. The Lord told my soul that Kevin did not like goodness. The Lord told my soul that He would comfort me and soothe me and that Kevin was unhappy for serving the devil and that the devil was not helping him but destroying him and making him even more miserable.