Suffering Depression

At 17, I started to experience depression. What causes me to suffer depression is that I was playing a MMORPG called MapleStory. I began to hear voices inside my head as if it was coming from MapleStory. I heard a voice that told me "not to eat and do nothing" so I listen. But, what I didn't realize is that I was gonna face the consequences and have to go to the hospital because I wasn't eating and staying in my room doing nothing. Few weeks later, I started to eat again when I was told to before I have to go to the hospital. I was warned that I could died if I don't start to eat soon again.
As results, I had lost some weight(more than 2 lbs) and started to glutton. I had gained weight rapidly and I started to eat a lot and I wasn't hungry. Now, I realize that playing this MMORPG MapleStory could ruined my life. I was told that by people and when I talk about it to some people, some people didn't want to play it. I was started to think that not only MapleStory but also other MMORPGs can ruined peoples' lives just like mine. So, I decided to avoid MMORPGs because they get boring later on and it's always the same thing in order not to ruined my life again.
The reason why I started to glutton is because I stopped eating for a while when I was experiencing depression. I have to take medication because of depression.