Still annoyed by the rascism talk going on... the administration just wants to stir up trouble before the elections and hope others won't side with conservatives... trying to lock in that minority vote with this and Arizona with the hispanics....ug
sure go after one portion of the tea party but don't prosecute black panther thugs- even when you have plenty of evidence....
Is this all really about justice or ideology?
I pray (for real) that this doesn't get whipped up even more... I hate being in the middle
It wouldn't be this bad right now if people (we all) got our priorities straight....
talking mainly about Christians...
Anyway... personally that situations has had it's moments lately. They recently said something pretty nice to me. I suppose I should be more happy about that. I'm happy but I dunno if it's because I'm kind of sick or hormones or the week or what... so I'm happy but not extremely so. I hope I'm not like sabotaging this in a way (if just within myself).
Like I was thinking, it's just ahrder and I have to let that go. After one has been through different things you don't want to think ahead ok when it this going to end- and not fully appreciate the moment. It's not that I'm so cynical it's not real... hmm it's just that I know people will "sell you out"...no matter how much they love you or say they love you- everyone has their own kind of price....
so here today gone tomorrow. ROFL it's not like some kind of Messiah complex but it just reminds me of Peter (or maybe even some science fiction show wher one can go into the future) and you got a person pledging the moon and the stars- but the other knows this person is going to sell me out...
and if you were to tell them THEN... they like Peter would deny it all the way.
Oh but then if one could fast forward into the future....how soon we forget
Good times, emotions and memories fade, no?
Experience (both bad & good) has made it harder to enjoy the moment. I just have to drop all that... give it over to God, be like I have no understanding or & expereince with such things. "Take no thought for tomorrow" ...like it will take care of itself when it comes.
YouTube - Something Beautiful By The Newsboys
My prayer is that I will give myself over to this fully (according to God's will) be a blessing, be blessed & be thankful and "anxious for nothing"... and let tomorrow take take care of itself...
The body is one thing but I don't have to let my heart get "old" & hard.
I tip my hat "to Life & to Love" :
YouTube - Andy Hunter - To Life, To Love
wow if I can't see the "table in the wilderness" and see the "sun in winter time"
no this "doesn't fit me"...
YouTube - the alarm - in a big country - live
Table In The Wilderness - Russ Taff - Pandora Internet Radio
these reminded me of this one of my old fave "prayer songs"...
YouTube - Down In The Lowlands - Charlie Peacock
sure go after one portion of the tea party but don't prosecute black panther thugs- even when you have plenty of evidence....
Is this all really about justice or ideology?
I pray (for real) that this doesn't get whipped up even more... I hate being in the middle
It wouldn't be this bad right now if people (we all) got our priorities straight....
talking mainly about Christians...
Anyway... personally that situations has had it's moments lately. They recently said something pretty nice to me. I suppose I should be more happy about that. I'm happy but I dunno if it's because I'm kind of sick or hormones or the week or what... so I'm happy but not extremely so. I hope I'm not like sabotaging this in a way (if just within myself).
Like I was thinking, it's just ahrder and I have to let that go. After one has been through different things you don't want to think ahead ok when it this going to end- and not fully appreciate the moment. It's not that I'm so cynical it's not real... hmm it's just that I know people will "sell you out"...no matter how much they love you or say they love you- everyone has their own kind of price....
so here today gone tomorrow. ROFL it's not like some kind of Messiah complex but it just reminds me of Peter (or maybe even some science fiction show wher one can go into the future) and you got a person pledging the moon and the stars- but the other knows this person is going to sell me out...
and if you were to tell them THEN... they like Peter would deny it all the way.
Oh but then if one could fast forward into the future....how soon we forget
Good times, emotions and memories fade, no?
Experience (both bad & good) has made it harder to enjoy the moment. I just have to drop all that... give it over to God, be like I have no understanding or & expereince with such things. "Take no thought for tomorrow" ...like it will take care of itself when it comes.
YouTube - Something Beautiful By The Newsboys
My prayer is that I will give myself over to this fully (according to God's will) be a blessing, be blessed & be thankful and "anxious for nothing"... and let tomorrow take take care of itself...
The body is one thing but I don't have to let my heart get "old" & hard.
I tip my hat "to Life & to Love" :
YouTube - Andy Hunter - To Life, To Love
wow if I can't see the "table in the wilderness" and see the "sun in winter time"
no this "doesn't fit me"...
YouTube - the alarm - in a big country - live
Table In The Wilderness - Russ Taff - Pandora Internet Radio
these reminded me of this one of my old fave "prayer songs"...
YouTube - Down In The Lowlands - Charlie Peacock
