Today is just one of those days that I just hate being single. I mean, most of the time it's ok but I know I'm not meant to be alone and this waiting for the right guy to come and looking for who he might be is wearing on my nerves. I've been single for over a year now and although I have enjoyed the break I'm done with it. I'm ready to move on to the next phase.
I don't want just anyone though, I want Mr. Right to come so I can settle down on the next phase of my life. Boyfriends fulfill an emotional need to some extent but I want more than that, I want a partner. Do I honestly have to wait if I don't want to settle? Why can't he just come now and boom, end of story? Why do I have to deal with being alone? I'm tired of it.
As independant as I come across I'm not that girl. I'm not meant to be alone and I know it. Sometimes I even find myself these days looking back on my time with Lord Voldemort and wonder if it was worth it. I don't know why, I know it wasn't but sometimes I miss him just because I had someone. Am I really that desperate? I don't even know anymore...
I don't want just anyone though, I want Mr. Right to come so I can settle down on the next phase of my life. Boyfriends fulfill an emotional need to some extent but I want more than that, I want a partner. Do I honestly have to wait if I don't want to settle? Why can't he just come now and boom, end of story? Why do I have to deal with being alone? I'm tired of it.
As independant as I come across I'm not that girl. I'm not meant to be alone and I know it. Sometimes I even find myself these days looking back on my time with Lord Voldemort and wonder if it was worth it. I don't know why, I know it wasn't but sometimes I miss him just because I had someone. Am I really that desperate? I don't even know anymore...
