Today I felt Jesus' softness toward me. I could feel his sadness at what I endured in my past. I could feel how hurt he was over it. I could feel how soft and gentle Jesus was with me. He made it so I did not think about my abuse much today. Instead I thought of Jesus' kind smile and kind eyes. Jesus gave me thoughts of my wedding and a life with Caleb. I could feel Jesus' sadness at my past deeply today. I could feel his gentleness. He let me know he was waiting to heal me when I was in captivity and that he was trying all he could to save me. Jesus let me know that he was glad I have Caleb. Jesus let me know that he will not be harsh with me as I heal, but that he will be very tender and soft and that he understands my wounds and my pains. I felt hope today and peace in the beauty of the Lord.