So hard..

I prayed for you.. now your happy.. you were dying.. or wanting too.. now your healed.. and happy in a relationship or so it seems.. do you even realize my situation.. I am still waiting for my prayers to be answered.. its hard for me.. its so very hard.. but you cut me off.. you forgot me.. do you know how blessed you are?? Do you know what its like to be hurting and pray for someone.. and they get their prayers answered and I still wait.. and nothing.. no acknowledgement... that hurts.. it hurts bad.. yet I will not give up.. for you and many.. I pray and believe and do not give up.. I think of your happiness now.. and I praise GOD.. I think of what happiness lies ahead for those who I pray for.. and I want that for them.. no matter what.. I bless you.. and I keep praying.. keep believing.. I see and feel and wonder.. but I pray.. and believe.. and do not give up.. glory to GOD.. your prayers were answered.. i was a part of that.. glory to GOD...