We had snow today and it was very beautiful. I sat watching the snow. It felt like a winter wonderland. It reminded me that we are in Christmas season. I felt peace seeing the snow fall. It reminded me of the wonders of the Lord. I felt that the Lord would heal me from my pain and comfort me. I am blessed to have a loving fiance. He is helping me but there are still some wounds in my heart from my past abuse that only Jesus can comfort. I know Jesus will heal me completely soon and that I only need to be patient. I know Jesus loves me and will heal me so that I can be the best wife I can be. I was looking at pictures with Jesus today, imagining my wedding and imagining being married. Jesus comforted me and told me that I will be much more healed when I marry Caleb next year. Jesus told me I just need to be patient and that he is working all things for my good and that he knows what I have been through. Jesus comforted my soul deeply. He let me know he would heal me with his own strength and might and that I only need to stay close to Him. I feel loved by Jesus.