A poem I wrote
Poem #2
**On desperation for humility and discipline**
Oh God, how did I become like this? Why am I so blinded by my pride? How can I change?
I feel like I need to be "better" than others in order to be saved and it manifests as pride. I don't understand righteousness fully. Please Lord, I am such a sinner. I don't know how to change.
God, please crush me like a flea. I can't stop my wickedness and I am scared of what I have become. Please... Make me a humble servant. Whatever it takes.
Oh God, what do I do? I have fallen into a pit that I have dug for myself. What a Wretched Man I am. God I have tasted your goodness and I don't know how to live in it. It seems so difficult and hard when no one else is doing it.
Poem #2
**On desperation for humility and discipline**
Oh God, how did I become like this? Why am I so blinded by my pride? How can I change?
I feel like I need to be "better" than others in order to be saved and it manifests as pride. I don't understand righteousness fully. Please Lord, I am such a sinner. I don't know how to change.
God, please crush me like a flea. I can't stop my wickedness and I am scared of what I have become. Please... Make me a humble servant. Whatever it takes.
Oh God, what do I do? I have fallen into a pit that I have dug for myself. What a Wretched Man I am. God I have tasted your goodness and I don't know how to live in it. It seems so difficult and hard when no one else is doing it.
