God is working in my life. He is working the hard way. That means he's teaching me what he already knows. And What does he know? He knows what happened to his son! I know the nature of those that commit such crimes; as the crime against his son. God knows this crime; it is repeated a bizzilian times over and over on planet earth.
God understands; helping me to understand what he understands. God can take the rejection of this world; he does not need this place; I do. I am only human. I am flesh and blood. I need to be here.
God is letting me down easy; if not, I wont make it. Iv'e seen to much reality with out choice. Ive been forced through the grinder to many times by evil people. Ive seen the descention into hell that Dante speaks of.
God is bringing me back to the run way; this time better equipped.
Its the sadness of this world and its despicable nature that god is protecting me from.
He is protecting me that I may have hope and courage, not give up. The last time I gave up; there was no hope; no one showed up to rescue me. I died. Then, I visited God; He wasn't happy about how the people of my country treated me.. Sodom and Gomorra will be better in the days of judgement then those that in-acted ruthless persecutions; the treatment I received was a sadistic overtone. Those who plundered me, those who stole my rights; In the end, they shall see God, wether they like it or not!
Now Im working on feeling better about myself; no self sabotage.
Each day on to its own!
God understands; helping me to understand what he understands. God can take the rejection of this world; he does not need this place; I do. I am only human. I am flesh and blood. I need to be here.
God is letting me down easy; if not, I wont make it. Iv'e seen to much reality with out choice. Ive been forced through the grinder to many times by evil people. Ive seen the descention into hell that Dante speaks of.
God is bringing me back to the run way; this time better equipped.
Its the sadness of this world and its despicable nature that god is protecting me from.
He is protecting me that I may have hope and courage, not give up. The last time I gave up; there was no hope; no one showed up to rescue me. I died. Then, I visited God; He wasn't happy about how the people of my country treated me.. Sodom and Gomorra will be better in the days of judgement then those that in-acted ruthless persecutions; the treatment I received was a sadistic overtone. Those who plundered me, those who stole my rights; In the end, they shall see God, wether they like it or not!
Now Im working on feeling better about myself; no self sabotage.
Each day on to its own!
