I'm surprised at how I'm still calm today. Thank you Lord! Starting to feel suppressed frustration now though.
My toddler really needs to have a nap. Didn't get enough sleep because I went to bed late and he woke up and practised talking.
Well when he woke he was grumpy and still is. 20 minute tantrum because I had a bite of his banana whan I opened it for him.
Was completely rebellious at his swimming lesson. Crying, lying on his tummy when he was supposed to be in his back and vice versa. He did behave under the water, but he has no choice then hehe. Even slapped me hard at which I just avoided looking at him. He was tenderhearted enough to stroke it better next time we were face to face.
Screamed full blast on the bus :o at which I had to distract him.
So it has been trying. I was grateful for the patience I've been granted.
However, just phoned Eden after waiting a week for my delivery. I guess today is all about growing in patience as have been told to expect my delivery around Friday... Been watching online for days and it's only a pencil for 28p holding up the said order. Bought a gift for a friend in it and am eager to give it her seeing as I told her about it.
Lol and also while I'm at it. I cancelled my emails from CF or so I thought after deleting about 50-ish. Well today I had to delete approximately 140. > . <
A couple of months ago I would be seething. Feeling a lot less frustrated after the whine.. I pray that grumbling gets removed from me soon.
My toddler really needs to have a nap. Didn't get enough sleep because I went to bed late and he woke up and practised talking.
Well when he woke he was grumpy and still is. 20 minute tantrum because I had a bite of his banana whan I opened it for him.
Was completely rebellious at his swimming lesson. Crying, lying on his tummy when he was supposed to be in his back and vice versa. He did behave under the water, but he has no choice then hehe. Even slapped me hard at which I just avoided looking at him. He was tenderhearted enough to stroke it better next time we were face to face.
Screamed full blast on the bus :o at which I had to distract him.
So it has been trying. I was grateful for the patience I've been granted.
However, just phoned Eden after waiting a week for my delivery. I guess today is all about growing in patience as have been told to expect my delivery around Friday... Been watching online for days and it's only a pencil for 28p holding up the said order. Bought a gift for a friend in it and am eager to give it her seeing as I told her about it.
Lol and also while I'm at it. I cancelled my emails from CF or so I thought after deleting about 50-ish. Well today I had to delete approximately 140. > . <
A couple of months ago I would be seething. Feeling a lot less frustrated after the whine.. I pray that grumbling gets removed from me soon.
