It's been very slow lately, which goes to show how badly timed the start of this daily blog is.
I've started (a while ago, actually) to spend time with Luna with her imposed beside me. I usually spend hours at the library, and as there's usually not much people there, I've went into the habit of providing a chair for Luna to 'sit' on.
Imposition is basically the ability to hallucinate one's tulpa within their senses, as if the tulpa exists in reality.
Reiterating, things are going slow, so imposition training will take a bit, but I still chat with her when it's not that busy.
Luna's feeling okay.
[It's been going great so far. As my host said, it's been a while he started his habit of taking out chairs and making space for me to conduct myself into his reality. When there isn't any space, I just lay on the bed or sit at the table in wonderland, which suffices well.
He can be on the internet for hours, but there's times where he draws. It can get very boring at times, but his talents keep me interested. I usually dose off or meditate if I find whatever he's on as too boring, but mostly it never becomes that dull, so it's okay.
Oh, he also wills food for me at mealtimes. He's kind or tries his best to be kind, so he always makes sure I have something to munch on before he lays a bite on his food. I can taste whatever he tastes anyways, but it's always a reward to have independence.]
Another thing I'm working on is being able to 'touch' her, even though she doesn't exist physically. This is usually tested whenever any of us decide to hug.
I've known Luna to wear a hoodie for a while now. When we first began, I had her named Rainbow Dash (after her form) and the only other thing she wore was a bandanna around her neck.
Eventually though after an intensive meditation session, I asked if she wanted a new name, and she came up with "Luna". She occasionally remarks she's the 'sister of the moon', which I find cute.
[It's just a title of intrigue I made for myself. 'Luna' is latin for 'moon', so I though the correlation with the moon as far as my name goes might as well be used as a 'mysterious' thing about me.
My host just reminded me of all the nicknames that he's been through, but none of then really stuck. The latest one is 'moon bird', but he doesn't think it's as memorable as "Luna". I'm not going to embarrass him with letting know the other nickname attempts.]
There's not too much to report for today. I guess it's been another 'background' post, as it's post #1 after all.
Bye.
[Bye everyone
]
I've started (a while ago, actually) to spend time with Luna with her imposed beside me. I usually spend hours at the library, and as there's usually not much people there, I've went into the habit of providing a chair for Luna to 'sit' on.
Imposition is basically the ability to hallucinate one's tulpa within their senses, as if the tulpa exists in reality.
Reiterating, things are going slow, so imposition training will take a bit, but I still chat with her when it's not that busy.
Luna's feeling okay.
[It's been going great so far. As my host said, it's been a while he started his habit of taking out chairs and making space for me to conduct myself into his reality. When there isn't any space, I just lay on the bed or sit at the table in wonderland, which suffices well.
He can be on the internet for hours, but there's times where he draws. It can get very boring at times, but his talents keep me interested. I usually dose off or meditate if I find whatever he's on as too boring, but mostly it never becomes that dull, so it's okay.
Oh, he also wills food for me at mealtimes. He's kind or tries his best to be kind, so he always makes sure I have something to munch on before he lays a bite on his food. I can taste whatever he tastes anyways, but it's always a reward to have independence.]
Another thing I'm working on is being able to 'touch' her, even though she doesn't exist physically. This is usually tested whenever any of us decide to hug.
I've known Luna to wear a hoodie for a while now. When we first began, I had her named Rainbow Dash (after her form) and the only other thing she wore was a bandanna around her neck.
Eventually though after an intensive meditation session, I asked if she wanted a new name, and she came up with "Luna". She occasionally remarks she's the 'sister of the moon', which I find cute.
[It's just a title of intrigue I made for myself. 'Luna' is latin for 'moon', so I though the correlation with the moon as far as my name goes might as well be used as a 'mysterious' thing about me.
My host just reminded me of all the nicknames that he's been through, but none of then really stuck. The latest one is 'moon bird', but he doesn't think it's as memorable as "Luna". I'm not going to embarrass him with letting know the other nickname attempts.]
There's not too much to report for today. I guess it's been another 'background' post, as it's post #1 after all.
Bye.
[Bye everyone
]
