Today I was woken up early, 5am, BC my little brother told me if I want to say good bye to my dad I better get up. Basically my dad was leaving... I have no idea where he's going or if he'll be okay...
After he left, I was consoling my brother because it just hit him.... Then after a while, my brother turned on the tv... And John hagee was on ... And I just heard him say , " Run, Run, Run the race that is before you"
It surprised me... One that my brother would turn to the right channel...and that it would be the message I needed the most... I'm just surprised.. But I'm just feel though I thought the lord left me...he really hasn't.
The message was about , running the race before you... It just made me think and realize God is still watching me...i guess to see what id do and how id react... I find it very very interesting. I'm just surprised God is watching my life... I just feel better like I can get past this...and whatever life else life has to serve up.
But that's all I wanted to say...at 7 am
(also: Just updating-- my uncle was released from the mental institution and he's doing better)
After he left, I was consoling my brother because it just hit him.... Then after a while, my brother turned on the tv... And John hagee was on ... And I just heard him say , " Run, Run, Run the race that is before you"
It surprised me... One that my brother would turn to the right channel...and that it would be the message I needed the most... I'm just surprised.. But I'm just feel though I thought the lord left me...he really hasn't.
The message was about , running the race before you... It just made me think and realize God is still watching me...i guess to see what id do and how id react... I find it very very interesting. I'm just surprised God is watching my life... I just feel better like I can get past this...and whatever life else life has to serve up.
But that's all I wanted to say...at 7 am
(also: Just updating-- my uncle was released from the mental institution and he's doing better)
