Longing You

Dear Lord,

on the last 24th of February, our trials have started. My husband is now officially jobless, and he has got a lupus diagnosis. The visa process looks difficult and uncertain, we will have to find a cosponsor.
So, where is our miracle?
My miracles is already here.
All these trials have forced me to give a hard look at my relationship with You. I have been forced to acknowledge how selfish, ungrateful and childish I have been with You all my life.
I came to You with my to do list and I expected You to be my Santa Claus.
I have been forced to look for You in a deeper way. And I did. I read that wonderful book, "Frequency", by Pastor Morris. And I learned about spiritual warfare and I learned how to do it.
So, where is my miracle?
There has been more than one. First of all, yes my husband is jobless and diagnosed with lupus, but You are providing and he is slowly and steadily improving every day. Yes the visa can be uncertain but we found sweet friends who prayed for us, helped us and supported us: precious gems we found along this path.
But the biggest miracle has been finding You, Your presence.
We have this joy, the joy of Your presence. It is a joy that does not depend from circumstances. It is always with us.
You are joy. You. You are nothing but joy, Lord.
Yes, I know that my husband will be fully healed soon. I know that the visa will be approved. I know it. And I praise You for that.
But the real miracle is You and Your presence.
I love You.
Thank You for being in my life.

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