Light's Will Guide You Home....And I Will Try To Fix You

Love that song by Coldplay. It's basically my feelings right now.


I just need to let a few things off my chest and it may not be pretty so bare with me.


Things I've Learned Lately:

I'm a attention seeker and sometimes I go to great lenghs to get it.

I'm lonely

I'm friendless in RL

I'm jinxed when it comes to bible study groups

My spiritual life is a complete mess

Sometimes I just...hate myself

I want to belong.....somewhere.

The beach is calling me but I can't get there.

I'm tired of this.
I still freakin' miss you and I still don't understand why