I feel like I need some validation for my feelings, so I'm just going to let myself vent here to just release some negativity. I have been eating more, to the point that at every meal I strongly feel that I have overeaten. I kinda wish a loved one would recognize this.. I'm doing this for them; so that I can gain weight and they won't have to worry about me. But my sisters say nothing and my mom just says 'eat more'. I think I should try to gain "healthy' weight, any tips? Mostly I've been eating lots of leftover candy with my meals to get rid of it and to gain calories. I'm not a big fan of meats like beef and steak, but I will eat chicken and my sister's pork/beef meals.
Also, I was feeling a bit depressed because I was drawing something on my phone for over a day, and suddenly today it all somehow disappeared!
I really tried my best on it too.. I was telling my sister and they just gave me one "aw" that felt half-sympathetic. And they just went off to their own things. But after moping for a little, I think I've pulled myself together.. :/ I don't draw very often, it usually takes a lot of inspiration and time so I guess that's mostly why I'm down, but I'll be alright. Feeling better after venting here. Happy Father's Day by the way. ♥
Also, I was feeling a bit depressed because I was drawing something on my phone for over a day, and suddenly today it all somehow disappeared!
I really tried my best on it too.. I was telling my sister and they just gave me one "aw" that felt half-sympathetic. And they just went off to their own things. But after moping for a little, I think I've pulled myself together.. :/ I don't draw very often, it usually takes a lot of inspiration and time so I guess that's mostly why I'm down, but I'll be alright. Feeling better after venting here. Happy Father's Day by the way. ♥
