Today Jesus was on my mind. I craved to feel him near me. I am grateful to have Jesus. I know that one day he will heal all my wounds. I know he is carrying me and that he wont hurt me. I had some fear today about Jesus being taken away from me. That I may be persecuted again and this time Jesus could be taken from me. That thought distressed me greatly. I prayed about it and Jesus said that he will never leave me nor forsake me and that he will heal all my deep wounds. He let me know that I am fragile still and always will be from my torture but that he will guard me and protect me. I imagined Jesus carrying me and holding me close. I love Jesus. I am glad he is with me.