I have been praying to Jesus that he fill me with his love so that I can feel peace. I have not been well mentally but Jesus is sustaining me. Today when praying I received the sense that Jesus will completely heal me from my torture. I could feel his love and I could feel that he was upholding me. I was thinking today about my torture and how violent and painful it was and that I'm not the same but Jesus makes me feel he loves me even though I am different. Today I played with my doll some and prayed to Jesus. I feel Jesus is telling me that my suffering has been seen by him and that he wants me to be comforted. I feel Jesus is telling me that he loves me. I wore my cross necklace today and it made me feel loved more by Jesus. I felt beautiful wearing my cross necklace and I felt safe.