I had a dream last night, one I really didn't like and wish I didn't have. I could think
"It's just a dream", but it seems to fit with other dreams & impressions I've had
(that I wish I didn't) I don't remember all of it. This was probably the main part that I
remembered (or the part God wanted me to know) This old friend of mine was out
in front of their old apt that we used to hang out in front of (and in). I was there but I think I was watching, watching this other character that was a representation of myself (though not really how I actually am). So they were watching this person that was supposed to be symbolic of me (to them).
It seems they saw me as some street preacher magician (illusionist "magic") and also had something to do with music, like the pulpit was a music stand.
After a short while of watching "me" (and me watching them watching their
representation of me) They were like, “Come on lets go , then they said they were
tired of watching this loser, or they just called me loser. The they said something
like, “But I'm a success or a success like me isn't going to hang around here.”
Then as they were saying that I noticed their mother there. I don't know if their
mother really was there, but the point was, they were perceiving it so. I realized what
they were saying they were somehow saying it for the benefit of their mother- to
impress or for the benefit of their mother.
After she left I noticed they had left a bag, like a gym bag or form of luggage.
I looked inside and saw a bunch of tennis rackets. As I dug in the bag further I pulled
out a big black gun.
I think the dream/picture rather explains itself- their attitudes towards me. The part
with the gun is obvious, it may look like they are interested in me but really they want
to destroy me, it's really for my destruction.
The other dream/picture I got a couple days before (in a dream) was of that I
was just crying & broken over them, ( I was there in person, but that doesn‘t mean I was, but that was they wanted me to be feeling towards them). That, was how they wanted me to be over them/ in regards to them. There was another part to that dream but I'm not going to write it here. Needless to say, it was along the same lines of them
disparaging me and having ill-will towards me.
So if these (and more) are God's way of trying to show me/ tell me something, why would that be? What does this mean then...just turn the other cheek?
"It's just a dream", but it seems to fit with other dreams & impressions I've had
(that I wish I didn't) I don't remember all of it. This was probably the main part that I
remembered (or the part God wanted me to know) This old friend of mine was out
in front of their old apt that we used to hang out in front of (and in). I was there but I think I was watching, watching this other character that was a representation of myself (though not really how I actually am). So they were watching this person that was supposed to be symbolic of me (to them).
It seems they saw me as some street preacher magician (illusionist "magic") and also had something to do with music, like the pulpit was a music stand.
After a short while of watching "me" (and me watching them watching their
representation of me) They were like, “Come on lets go , then they said they were
tired of watching this loser, or they just called me loser. The they said something
like, “But I'm a success or a success like me isn't going to hang around here.”
Then as they were saying that I noticed their mother there. I don't know if their
mother really was there, but the point was, they were perceiving it so. I realized what
they were saying they were somehow saying it for the benefit of their mother- to
impress or for the benefit of their mother.
After she left I noticed they had left a bag, like a gym bag or form of luggage.
I looked inside and saw a bunch of tennis rackets. As I dug in the bag further I pulled
out a big black gun.
I think the dream/picture rather explains itself- their attitudes towards me. The part
with the gun is obvious, it may look like they are interested in me but really they want
to destroy me, it's really for my destruction.
The other dream/picture I got a couple days before (in a dream) was of that I
was just crying & broken over them, ( I was there in person, but that doesn‘t mean I was, but that was they wanted me to be feeling towards them). That, was how they wanted me to be over them/ in regards to them. There was another part to that dream but I'm not going to write it here. Needless to say, it was along the same lines of them
disparaging me and having ill-will towards me.
So if these (and more) are God's way of trying to show me/ tell me something, why would that be? What does this mean then...just turn the other cheek?
