Okay, I have this thing where if I'm not in Christ and I'm not walking in His love then it's like my face goes blank or black or something. I can't really explain it. It's like I completely forget anything of who I am if I'm not walking in that love, it's like I dont even know what I look like anymore. Is that a good thing? Is that normal? Like, I feel like if I'm not filled with God's love then I have no idea who I am. I look in the mirror and I don't know who that is unless I'm a real Christian.
It seems like I can't do anything at all, not even hold a job, without God. I look at people of the world and they seem to be able to fill their adult responsibilities so easily and so naturally, for some reason I can't do that without God. I don't know why. It makes me feel weak morally because other people seem to do the right thing so easily and naturally. Does anyone else experience this?
It seems like I can't do anything at all, not even hold a job, without God. I look at people of the world and they seem to be able to fill their adult responsibilities so easily and so naturally, for some reason I can't do that without God. I don't know why. It makes me feel weak morally because other people seem to do the right thing so easily and naturally. Does anyone else experience this?
