I'm sorry, I binged again.. I feel so frustrated with myself right now. Why do I keep doing this to myself..?? I've been overeating too much lately. I'm supposed to take care of my body.. It's just been so hard with my whole situation.. It's driving me crazy that I can't stop thinking about food.. I've been feeling reclusive and antisocial because of this disorder. Sometimes I wish I could confess about all I've eaten, because I want the people around me to know that I have a reason to feel guilty for eating- because I've eaten too much. I can't wait for tomorrow. Because I get to start anew and pray I won't make the same mistakes again.