I Am The One At Fault Here.

I feel like whenever my mom sees me, it's always about food, related to food. I get so angry inside when she constantly, almost LITERALLY constantly, tells me 'eat more' and 'you need to eat more' and 'eat more rice'. I know its wrong but I just feel so much anger when she says those things. I'm a person who always analyzes my emotions, problems and other people. I know that it's wrong for me to be angry.. But I just can't help it. The thing is, I know I have to eat more. I am eating more. I'm taking baby steps, and whenever she says these things, I don't know, I just feel like I hate how she thinks she 'always knows what's best for me'. I'm aware of how foolish these feelings are, And I know she's just worried about me, but I just need to let out this anger. Maybe I'm just irritated at having people worried about me, maybe I'm irritated at her trying to control me, maybe I'm irritated at her having this authority over me. Maybe a mix of it all.