Great Pretender

I'm sick of pretending that everything is okay. I'm not alright. I know this. I feel like my life is spinning out of control with no way of stopping it. I'm soooo sick of feeling this way. I just feel like no matter what I do it's just.....not helping. It's never good enough. I'm never enough. I never will be good enough. That's just the way life is and it always will be that way.

I'm sick of the fake smiles. I'm sick of the "I'm doing good" or "I'm fine" when inside i'm dying. I'm never gonna get better.........