I've said to God so many times, "use me", "Im ready, use me."
Yet as I read a message this morning, I broke. I cried and I thought "God I don't know what to say or do".
Later on I listened to "God help me" by plum. I played it maybe three times. On the last go the verse, "Help me to do whatever you would ask of me" hit me in a new way. I don't have to know what to say or do, at least not in of myself. Because it's not about what I do, but what God does through me.
I don't have to figure it out myself. I don't have to be superwoman. Im not the hero. And should I ever take the credit for what is really His work, may He cut me right back down to size.
I am not alone. Because its not about me.
Its about Him.
" help me to do whatever You may ask of me. Feeling so alone here and I know that You're faithful but I can barely breathe. God help me."
Yet as I read a message this morning, I broke. I cried and I thought "God I don't know what to say or do".
Later on I listened to "God help me" by plum. I played it maybe three times. On the last go the verse, "Help me to do whatever you would ask of me" hit me in a new way. I don't have to know what to say or do, at least not in of myself. Because it's not about what I do, but what God does through me.
I don't have to figure it out myself. I don't have to be superwoman. Im not the hero. And should I ever take the credit for what is really His work, may He cut me right back down to size.
I am not alone. Because its not about me.
Its about Him.
" help me to do whatever You may ask of me. Feeling so alone here and I know that You're faithful but I can barely breathe. God help me."