My behavior has not changes in years. I sabotage that I may view the other persons behavior to see how they handle the sabotage. I want to see there character, see if there heart is true. This happens automatically, subconsciously.
I have a feeling for things; are they using me or on my side. If they are using me, they have no idea who or what I am. Therefore, I have no problem letting them go.
The problem is loneliness. This is what drives me crazy...
I feel like Ive been kept from my good for most of my life. Im not sure where the hope is that I may go forward in life. It has to come directly from God. I have to have the hope to take chances in the real world again..
Alone am I. I must learn to turn to God during these times and build a better relationship...
I am so torn up from relationships. I have allot of pain, and it makes it doubly hard to meet people or trust people. Therefore, if I am to survive. I must learn to trust God... work with God during these times.
I want what anyone wants; to be loved, respected. Treated correctly and fairly.
Im to intelligent for isolation. Something is horribly wrong. However, this nation is now complaining about the same problems, therefore, Im not alone.
I must work with God to get over this horrible isolation anxiety.
I have meetings to go to. I will learn how to talk to people. Possibly help others that I may have meaningful relations with them!
I have a feeling for things; are they using me or on my side. If they are using me, they have no idea who or what I am. Therefore, I have no problem letting them go.
The problem is loneliness. This is what drives me crazy...
I feel like Ive been kept from my good for most of my life. Im not sure where the hope is that I may go forward in life. It has to come directly from God. I have to have the hope to take chances in the real world again..
Alone am I. I must learn to turn to God during these times and build a better relationship...
I am so torn up from relationships. I have allot of pain, and it makes it doubly hard to meet people or trust people. Therefore, if I am to survive. I must learn to trust God... work with God during these times.
I want what anyone wants; to be loved, respected. Treated correctly and fairly.
Im to intelligent for isolation. Something is horribly wrong. However, this nation is now complaining about the same problems, therefore, Im not alone.
I must work with God to get over this horrible isolation anxiety.
I have meetings to go to. I will learn how to talk to people. Possibly help others that I may have meaningful relations with them!
