like a zombie. I thought it would be easy. but I feel horrible and even sick. I have so much going on with family, money, and school. and yet I cry now for none of that. I am so stupid. I lost something so precious and so loving. all because i was scared of getting hurt again. i guess thats why i pushed and pushed.
ending with me getting hurt anyway. i didn't want what i said. all i wanted him and i would have been happy. I had him and I lost the best person i ever had.
i truely feel devastated.
What's sad? is i told my grandma that i loved him and really did want to be with him. i have never done that for a guy. never!
ending with me getting hurt anyway. i didn't want what i said. all i wanted him and i would have been happy. I had him and I lost the best person i ever had.
i truely feel devastated.
What's sad? is i told my grandma that i loved him and really did want to be with him. i have never done that for a guy. never!
