I haven't written on here in FOREVER! I got some things on my mind so I figured I might as well use this thing.
I just feel very down on myself today. I don't feel like I can do anything and none of my dreams are ever gonna come true. I just hate feeling like this.
I'm sick of just. . .my life. The life I'm "living" right now it isn't even really a life imo.
I'm tired of never being good enough. I'm tired of things standing in my way. I wish I could just take a giant racking ball and just knock down all the barriers standing in the way.
I'm tired of not pretty. Yeah people tell me that I am but I don't feel it most of the time. Today especially. I'm tired of feeling like this. Satan is def. on the prowl today that's for sure. He sure knows our weakest areas in which to "trap us" with. I know I shouldn't believe his lies but right now it's the only voice I'm hearing.
I'm tired of being friendless. I'm tired of having no life beyond these four walls of mine. But for some reason I can't break these walls down. A lot is holding me back. Yes, a lot I can help is there but most I cannot help is there.
I'm tired of just not being joyful like us Christians are supposed to be. How does one attain this joy? I have yet to know. Why is it sooooo hard to concentrate more the negative than the positive? I just don't get it.
If anyone happens to read this. Please lift up a prayer for me. Thanks.
I just feel very down on myself today. I don't feel like I can do anything and none of my dreams are ever gonna come true. I just hate feeling like this.
I'm sick of just. . .my life. The life I'm "living" right now it isn't even really a life imo.
I'm tired of never being good enough. I'm tired of things standing in my way. I wish I could just take a giant racking ball and just knock down all the barriers standing in the way.
I'm tired of not pretty. Yeah people tell me that I am but I don't feel it most of the time. Today especially. I'm tired of feeling like this. Satan is def. on the prowl today that's for sure. He sure knows our weakest areas in which to "trap us" with. I know I shouldn't believe his lies but right now it's the only voice I'm hearing.
I'm tired of being friendless. I'm tired of having no life beyond these four walls of mine. But for some reason I can't break these walls down. A lot is holding me back. Yes, a lot I can help is there but most I cannot help is there.
I'm tired of just not being joyful like us Christians are supposed to be. How does one attain this joy? I have yet to know. Why is it sooooo hard to concentrate more the negative than the positive? I just don't get it.
If anyone happens to read this. Please lift up a prayer for me. Thanks.
