I have been playing dolls, which has been helping me a lot. The two dolls I am playing with right now are Tamar and Lavender.
I have also been praying a lot. I have come back to the topic of forgiveness. My doll Tamar is a torture survivor like me. In playing with her. I have her going to a counselor and talking about her torture. I have come back to the topic of forgiveness.
I have been praying again for my torturers and forgiving them in my prayers. Even though it hurts me I know I have to forgive and pray for them.
I have also been praying a lot. I have come back to the topic of forgiveness. My doll Tamar is a torture survivor like me. In playing with her. I have her going to a counselor and talking about her torture. I have come back to the topic of forgiveness.
I have been praying again for my torturers and forgiving them in my prayers. Even though it hurts me I know I have to forgive and pray for them.