Well, I'm feeling bad again. The semester is coming to an end at school. I wish I were a better person. I feel really lousy all the time. The voice in my head says I will die a terrible death. He tells me he knows the future and he knows how I will die. He even told me one time the specific time of day when I will die. I feel bad all the time because of these voices that I hear. I feel really guilty because of my sins. The voice in my head says I'm the only person who will go to hell forever. The voice says everyone else will get out but me. The voice says I'm worse than Adolf Hitler. The voice calls me Hitler a lot and makes me put my hand on my mustache, signaling that I'm Hitler. The voice basically puts a Hitler mustache on my face.
I played some Overwatch today and it was fun. I didn't do really really well but I won some games. I watched some basketball today on TV as well. My team didn't do very good. I was disappointed.
I am filled with an overwhelming sense of dread. The voices keep telling me to save myself somehow. They say if I do what they tell me they will save me. I'm afraid to do what they tell me to do though.
I know people say Jesus is the only way out, but I don't think I will ever believe as long as I hear these voices. I believe Jesus is the son of God, but I also believe he hates me due to some signs I received from God.
The voice in my head says that I will be sacrificed for all the people Jesus couldn't forgive. That is why he says I am the only person to go to hell forever. I will be sent to hell forever as a sacrifice and everyone else will be free.
I'm really depressed. I'm going to finish school this semester and then I'm not sure what I will do. I guess I will try to have a merry Christmas with my family. I'll try to buy some presents for my parents.
Anyway, merry Christmas everyone!
I played some Overwatch today and it was fun. I didn't do really really well but I won some games. I watched some basketball today on TV as well. My team didn't do very good. I was disappointed.
I am filled with an overwhelming sense of dread. The voices keep telling me to save myself somehow. They say if I do what they tell me they will save me. I'm afraid to do what they tell me to do though.
I know people say Jesus is the only way out, but I don't think I will ever believe as long as I hear these voices. I believe Jesus is the son of God, but I also believe he hates me due to some signs I received from God.
The voice in my head says that I will be sacrificed for all the people Jesus couldn't forgive. That is why he says I am the only person to go to hell forever. I will be sent to hell forever as a sacrifice and everyone else will be free.
I'm really depressed. I'm going to finish school this semester and then I'm not sure what I will do. I guess I will try to have a merry Christmas with my family. I'll try to buy some presents for my parents.
Anyway, merry Christmas everyone!
