So I tried Debating with an Atheist today, and failed miserably. I feel bad now, not really because I lost, but because I wasn't able to be a light for him, I wasn't able to answer his question, and Glorify God doing it. I also have a friend that's an atheist, and he seems to be enjoying his life to the fullest. What do I do? Is there nothing I can do, I feel so powerless, I haven't felt this way in a long time!!!!
I guess I just wait till God releases my powers, though I'm pretty sure I have to die to achieve them, AHHHHAHGGAAGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have so many feelings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't like feeling powerless, but the truth is that's what I am. I'm weak, and I don't fight, because I'm pretty sure I'll lose, and I sometimes have Wrath, but I've been keeping it under control recently.
I'm lonely, because I feel like I have no friends to spend time with, no one my age at least. And I'm not super smart or super creative, and to make matters worse, I can hardly control my anger. I know anger can be a good motivator if used properly, but still.
I'm no super hero, even though I want to be badly, do you want to know the truth!?
The only thing special about me, in all of my life, is that I serve God. Without him I am literally and figuratively nothing! There's nothing else that makes me special, take away God, and I would rather simply not exist. So yeah, I'm glad I at least BELIEVE God is real, because right now that's the only thing keeping me alive. I have nothing else, and no one else to live for, and even if I did, I'd probably mess that up too.
But I'm not going to give up, because God's the only one I have never given up on, even when I fell, He forgave me, When I hurt others He still forgave me, and I've lost so many things in my life, I don't know who else to turn to.
I do know one thing though, I'm nothing without Jesus. If I didn't have him, I know what I would have to do.
I guess I just wait till God releases my powers, though I'm pretty sure I have to die to achieve them, AHHHHAHGGAAGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have so many feelings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't like feeling powerless, but the truth is that's what I am. I'm weak, and I don't fight, because I'm pretty sure I'll lose, and I sometimes have Wrath, but I've been keeping it under control recently.
I'm lonely, because I feel like I have no friends to spend time with, no one my age at least. And I'm not super smart or super creative, and to make matters worse, I can hardly control my anger. I know anger can be a good motivator if used properly, but still.
I'm no super hero, even though I want to be badly, do you want to know the truth!?
The only thing special about me, in all of my life, is that I serve God. Without him I am literally and figuratively nothing! There's nothing else that makes me special, take away God, and I would rather simply not exist. So yeah, I'm glad I at least BELIEVE God is real, because right now that's the only thing keeping me alive. I have nothing else, and no one else to live for, and even if I did, I'd probably mess that up too.
But I'm not going to give up, because God's the only one I have never given up on, even when I fell, He forgave me, When I hurt others He still forgave me, and I've lost so many things in my life, I don't know who else to turn to.
I do know one thing though, I'm nothing without Jesus. If I didn't have him, I know what I would have to do.
