I pray today goes fast. I am looking forward to being in the month of December, where I know I will be healed from my torture. It will be Jesus' birthday on Christmas and the whole season will be that of Jesus. I feel that Jesus will take pity on me and show me his love and protection. I feel Jesus will heal me from the lies Silver told me and take them far out of my mind. I know that Jesus will comfort me for all the tears I have cried. I know that Jesus will comfort me in this holiday season. Last Christmas I was suffering a lot. I know this Christmas he will free me from my chains.