Im going through really crazy stuff right now!
The past is a bit more open to me; and my feelings! Im letting bits out! not much! it makes me feel vulnerable and crazy and weird and lonely and alone and scared and rejected and not accepted.. I feel hated and thrown away! I feel like no one likes me and never will!
I had to hide deep inside myself for long lengths of time..
Now, as I heal, Im getting repressed memories coming back all the time.. Its crazy, everything was hidden from me! because of the degree of pain associated with the memories and the time of those memories!
Im reliving many things from my past! The inner me does not know its 2013! The inner me is still on a bike riding down the street, heading home to go eat! Im still in grade school. Im not aware of the calamity that will befall me soon!
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The goal is to move the inner person through the time warp up into 2013. This is going to be very turbulent!
The past is a bit more open to me; and my feelings! Im letting bits out! not much! it makes me feel vulnerable and crazy and weird and lonely and alone and scared and rejected and not accepted.. I feel hated and thrown away! I feel like no one likes me and never will!
I had to hide deep inside myself for long lengths of time..
Now, as I heal, Im getting repressed memories coming back all the time.. Its crazy, everything was hidden from me! because of the degree of pain associated with the memories and the time of those memories!
Im reliving many things from my past! The inner me does not know its 2013! The inner me is still on a bike riding down the street, heading home to go eat! Im still in grade school. Im not aware of the calamity that will befall me soon!
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The goal is to move the inner person through the time warp up into 2013. This is going to be very turbulent!
