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^_^:clap::angel::prayer: I feel so awesome right now words can't describe it! I've learnt so much, gotten so tough....and realised that actually I count for way more than I thought, I used to need approval to feel good, and not a good kind of approval either, the kind of approval only obtained...

Power metal, the actually rather good Winter Solstice I had, and honour among the banished make for small Vikings feeling invincible. That, and thinking of how I not too long ago managed to do something outrageous (too outrageous for CF, sorry :P)

:P That has got to be one of my favorite things to say, because it is funny. Anyway. So I tried to talk to that person who decided she's not gonna speak to me. She's not replied. Well, I'll just carry on, and do my level best to forget her. It's all I can do. If she wants to talk to me now...

I know you've left CF. I know you deleted my MSN/MySpace. But I forgive you for doing that and know you must've had a reason. I saw your page yesterday. I'm so sorry for what happened. You can trust me. I only want to help. I hope you read this, because I don't know what else to do. Listen...

This is a rant, and me being very confused. I just don't get why people always look for a scapegoat if another person is non-conforming. Maybe their choice not to conform is just one of reason and thus entirely their own. Maybe they're not running from anything. Maybe they're not basing...

Wow. I have to start a new blog, just as well I guess. I don't think anyone wants to see the old one with all the "EDIT" posts in any case. And of course I can now moderate the comments, yay! Which means I do not have to deal with flameage if someone does not like my posts.:)...