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So, we moved from sunny So Cal to a location that I cannot disclose about 2 years ago. I am finding myself excessively homesick. I miss the beach so much. I want to take my son to the beach and breathe in the ocean air. I guess I am depressed. I hate not knowing where things are, I feel...

I did not write the following blog. Heather Veitch did. I choose to post it here in quotes as it touched me so much. I could say the exact same thing of my own life....She put it so beautifully.... "I thank God so much for my life. I thank him for every minute that he allows me to be here...

"What is wrong with you?!" were the words that came out of my 2 year old's mouth tonight when getting ready for bed I asked him to stay in his room while I went to get something. He followed after me instead of staying in his room and I asked him if he needed to go to the corner or if he could...

Yet another PTSD issue is bothering me. For years now I have had times where I just "blank out" and cannot remember facts like my wedding date, my phone number, names, chunks of time in the past, etc. Not only is it annoying but there are times where it is embarrassing. I find that if I am...

Thought I'd share a bit more about what PTSD is like for me. A big area that I still struggle with is feeling like I can never relax and often feeling like my life or the life of those that I love will be cut short somehow. It's kind of hard to explain as it is not a conscious thing. For...

I have had several people here on the forums ask me what I mean when I say I have PTSD from the years I spent in the sex industry. I have provided clinical sounding replies, but yesterday I had yet another real life example that I thought I would share. I needed to have lab work done at our...