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Well in January this year.. I was not happy.... kind of restless.. depressive type spirit... often sad.. struggling.. but at the end of this year.. I am hopeful.. happy.. positive.. at peace.. its a complete turn around in one year.. of course I was still married earlier.. divorcing in August...
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I just not long ago picked up my daughter who was supposed to work.. she was drunk.. its sad.. made her ring and cancel.. I just texted my ex husband and he asked if I knew my oldest son was in town.. apparently my daughter knew and they caught up partying through the night.. :( Nobody...
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My first choice for a woman who has been an irreplaceable part of my revelation of GOD.. is my mother.. My mother… She has always been there.. her care did not end when I married and had children.. She has been there for each of my children, their births.. their celebrations… their trials...
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Before my son Conner went to sleep tonight.. I came alongside of him and we just talked for a bit.. it was really nice.. Makes me remember back to the times my dad used to do the same for me when I was little.. Every night there would be prayers.. and maybe a story.. I am so glad through the...
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I thank GOD for my blog.. I can share what I feel when others might not understand.. I have felt for awhile I should delete a friend off face book.. Its weeird because I have only ever done that to one other person I think.. someone who was very harsh towards me and others who posted on my...
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I prayed for you.. now your happy.. you were dying.. or wanting too.. now your healed.. and happy in a relationship or so it seems.. do you even realize my situation.. I am still waiting for my prayers to be answered.. its hard for me.. its so very hard.. but you cut me off.. you forgot me.. do...
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Away on holidays with two of the children.. one with their dad at home.. one daughter staying in our house.. and one adult child lives in another city.. All over the place.. I mean I should be happy we are on holidays.. in the top part of Australia.. and I am.. we rarely get away.. I guess...
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In the last little bit a guy from USA has gotten very friendly with me.. saying lovely things.. and he is a believer.. he is lonely and I am a friend.. we have so much in common and every day we speak... Tonight just now he asked if we could have a long distance relationship.. aww... a little...
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Today someone at my church.. left a fifty dollar gift card in my pigeon hole... for the children and I.. we are going on holidays at the end of the month.. that was a gift in sorts too.. I will use the gift card then.. so we have some extra things for holidays.. I went out to a birthday party...
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Don't know if anyone reads this.. so not sure how personal I can get.. but I just wish things would settle down emotionally.. and I just need to jot it down somewhere.. My ex-husband took the kids for a few hours today.. nice.. but I cannot be around him.. not that I don't want to be.. I am...
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I cannot believe that this month it willl be two years since he left.. so much has happened.. now divorced.. and much more at peace.. which is good.. I saw him tonight as I picked up the kids.. still flirting with me.. but he looks so tired.. and older.. I never though this would all hit him the...
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I must say I forsake a lot of earthly things that should matter though.. to pass on things to people that I pray might encourage them to trust GOD, value life and our part in it.. hence my house is messy.. but I take heart in this.. when I die.. a messy house will not matter.. but lives touched...
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I love this place.. the people... the things I learn.. the faith I come across.. the love.. the care.. wow.. I am feeling more a part of this place then ever before.. not just at CF though.. it is with people... GODS people.. and also GOD is drawing more people to me.. which I need.. want and...
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I have found in all my hard times.. GOD is standing behind them... and drawing me closer to HIMSELF.. that is HE higher.. deeper.. and greater then anything that life and the evil one can throw at me.. it does not end at the pain.. there is much more beyond it.. takes a readjustment of our...
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Today I find myself helping others whose marriages are failing.. :) GOD has a purpose for every pain we go through..note that word through.. GOD did not promise that we would always get the result we wanted but HE did say this.. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I...
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peacechild4
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I am leaning my entire weight on GOD and HE is showing HIMSELF to me in amazing ways.. sending me friends to love on me.. and encourage me.. giving me peace and joy when I could be crying.. There is joy in struggles and pain.. because it makes you look up.. and GOD becomes closer and we...
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But I continually look to GOD for everything.. so much of what I do seems to have little or no effect on anyone and that is if I am doing what I think is right.. still doing the dumb stuff too sigh.. I am ignored constantly.. by family too which is the hardest thing of all.. it is so hard to...
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I just knocked back intimacy with my husband :( we are living apart.. have been for over 18 months.. He has done alot of good stuff for me today.. and I kinda feel I should cause I can do little if nothing back for him.. but I don't want love like that.. I want the whole package deal.. the...
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I need to share.. I am over 18 months out of marriage.. but my husband and I are still good friends.. I am not sure sometimes if this is a good thing or not.. Because my heart hurts and goes up and down and sideways in this dance we do.. if I can call it that.. Anyone who has watched the...
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Seeing various people copy and paste what I have is causing me to be appreciative.. There is a hungering desire in me to find good stuff and share it.. and you think.. ooohh not much response.. but then just like a pebble makes rings when thrown into water and the rings go out and out and out...

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