Processing

It really pains me to think about how few people I have trust for. There’s really only one person I have complete trust with. And I feel blessed to have that while also sad that I do not have that with others in my life. I think there are sort of different levels of trust. For instance, you...
Recently I was on Facebook responding to a friend and I mentioned to them that I was about to take a hot soak to try and ease my back pain. I said to them “make sure I don’t drown”. (I fall asleep in the tub sometimes). Later on, someone on their friends list, who also knows (but doesn’t like)...
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I really didn’t know where to put this as a thread, so I just put it as a blog. But I am looking for responses. I’ll try to be brief. Two weeks ago I made contact with my father through email after 23 years of nothing at all. Long story short, my dad had tried unsuccessfully to find me. See, my...
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Its been a long time since I’ve blogged. I decided to this morning because there is a lot on my mind. Gather round everyone whilst I tell you a story...(lol) Recently I made contact with my father. It’s been twenty three years since we have seen each other or had any contact whatsoever. I know...
Its 4 am where I am. And I'm up because I just had a dream unlike any other I've ever had. It left an impression on me. So the blog "processing" seemed a good place to make this entry. Anyway... the dream starts in this grand department store. Its dark, for some reason, which dream-me even made...
Oh lots to process. Lots of questions. Im debating whether or not to discuss anything that's going on with me in group today. I attend a "life balance workshop" on Thursdays at the community college. It's basically a two-hour-long group therapy session. But we get a $25 gift card for attending...
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In one of my blogs I describe a moment I had walking into school ( I can't recall the title so if you want to know what I'm talking about I guess you'll have to go back and read all of them. A shameless plug? Perhaps.) in this moment I suddenly saw things differently. Instead of cars, I saw what...

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