My Walk With God

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In the midst of my sorrow I threw a fit. I threw a fit and called up my father who I haven't spoken to for awhile due to our complicated past with the intention of "letting him have it". I was upset and angry. After talking for a bit he revealed to me with what I can't believe were wholly good...
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I really do give up. I wish God would just end my life. He doesn't care about my happiness, only my salvation in Christ. He will let me continue on in abject misery with no hope of getting better in any way shape or form so long as I continue on believing that Christ died for my sins. I've...
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I am broken. That's just one label on a list of labels. But now that I am well and truly broken I can see all that was wrong with me up until this point. I have been ignoring God despite the repeated times He has allowed calamity to happen to me in an attempt to get my attention. And then when...
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Dear God, I am hurting. I am filled with so much pain and sadness. You know this and I know You can feel it too. I am sure You are there right beside me weeping Your own tears of sadness with me. I am sure You can feel my anguish as Your own. I am too sad to be angry with You. I haven't got...
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Dealing with hearing loss and tinnitus the only real hope that I can hold onto is hope for a treatment are cure coming in the next few years from medical research. Most people would say give up and stop putting your hope in that and instead put your hope in God. Most people would say stop...
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If there is anything that I need to learn to do now, is to just trust God. Not to trust time, or money, or material comforts. Not even other people. Just God. All in the span of a few days there has been just TOO MUCH STUFF for me. I landed interviews for two different job prospects and I'm...
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I was recently watching a documentary on a Christian community in the southern United States and when doing an interview with a woman at a restaurant, she said something like, "We Christians often treat other people with judgement or contempt because they don't do what we would have them do are...
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Well, this is it. I'm back where I started a year ago, on the edge of a new year, and wanting to make a change in my life. I'm just hoping that nothing horrible happens like this time last year and I can finally do what I've been wanting to. I know that I don't have much going for me in life. I...
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I as well as a lot of people I am good friends with seem to all have one saddening thing in common. None of us have much experience with having parents who are good, loving, and supportive. I was talking with a few of my friends the other day and we had the horrifying realization that we all...
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It seems like most people my age that I know well who are good people have horrible parents or guardians. I myself have bad parents. Sometimes when I see someone with good parents and a good loving family I almost don't believe it because the idea of having loving, supportive, godly parents...
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"Even the darkest night will end and the sun will rise." - Les Miserables Hoo boy this quote and waiting on the Lord are literally the only things getting me through the catastrophe that has been these past few months. I'm caught in a weird place between being calm because I hope that God will...
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I'm going to be honest, I've been struggling. At first I thought it was just a short downturn of mood (well, more of a downturn than what is normal for me, dealing with depression and other things). But as I slowly started examining myself I've found that I have just been so unhappy. And I...
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I'm 24 years old and sometimes I am reminded just how useless a person I am. I have a bachelor's degree in a field I can no longer work in due to health issues. I work a dead end, low pay, part time, retail job where I'm treated like scum by a lot of people including my managers. I don't go out...
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Due to my hearing problems I have to sit in our church's cryroom during service (we have a room in the back that has a window and a speaker so that people can bring their crying children in there to calm them down without disrupting the service and still watch and hear the service) and I do so...
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Status: God's got my back! So I don't know if my testimony for this past week means anything or if it's wishful thinking (or maybe I'm just not good at discernment/feeling the holy spirit) but I want to say that I think God made a good promise to me this week. It was a trying week with the...
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Status: My walk with God's starting to be a little less daunting now that I know He's not gonna let me do everything on my own. :) I dream every once in a while when I get a night of really deep sleep (which does wonders for my chronic conditions, thankfully) and I usually dream about silly...
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Status: I think God's giving me a push... What CAN we do when it seems that God isn't answering our prayers? What CAN we do when the months pass and the disappointment becomes unbearable? What CAN we do while we "wait on the Lord"? We can do what God has been telling his people to do for...
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Status: God's holding my hand as I walk very slowly. Still feel like I'm getting nowhere in my faith walk or in my life walk but surely I'm moving forward. I was reading through the NT earlier today and thinking about my worry for my mother who gets angry with things quite easily and is often...
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Status: God's got my arm over his shoulder whilst I attempt to walk. So I was watching a program on TV a few days ago and discovered an answer to this question that I've had for a long while: How does God spread His truth to countries where people have virtually no opportunity to hear about...
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Status: God's definitely carrying me 'cause there's no way I'm walking on my own two feet right now. My life is a series of tragedies. Some are my fault and some are not. My family is broken and filled with tragedy and anger and suffering and thus, I think it not a great surprise that my life...

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