My Journal

Dear God, I have drifted very far away from you, very far. This time last year I was closer to you than I have ever been and now I am practically back to my old ways. I am so lost, confused, hurt, angry and scared. I am going to be honest with you God: I feel so loved, forgiven and saved by...

Jesus I love you so much. I am so sorry for what you went through to save us from our wicked sins that we have and continue to perpetuate. We don't deserve you but yet you love us and died for us and continue to save us anyway! I worship you and give praise to you until the end of the time! I am...

Please forgive me for constantly disappointing you. Soon and I do mean as soon as I get close to you again, I do something I am not proud of. My significant other really, really upsets me bad, and I curse him, call him names, everything. Even though he does what he does to me, I should not allow...

cursing. I am never going to be able to stop cursing. Ever since I turned my life, my love, my faith, my everything over to Jesus, I really, really, desperately wanted to stop cursing. For those of you who don't already know, I curse like a sailor. It's the only way to get my anger out. I am...

Words can't even believe the shock that I am in right now. I can't believe one of my prayers came true, so true. I feel so happy and blessed and relief. Thank you Jesus, for continuing to work in my life. I can't give you a praise worthy enough for this answered prayer that meant more to me than...

I can't believe how I went right back to old habits and sins, and so fast. I am cursing like a sailor, eating horribly and fighting with people again. This is exactly who I use to be before I found Christ. I am severely disappointed and disgusted with myself. I need to straighten back up and...