My First Blog Entry

There are many things on Second Life that is evil. Many people have been hurt on that site, including me. There is roleplay with demons and Satan and there are avatars that are skinned alive and terrible things like that on the site. They act like it is a demure site and that good people are on...

I am destroying pictures of my Second Life avatar today because of how bad my abuse was on the site. Pray for me that God heals my wounds from that site.

Today I am thinking about Second Life and how I wished Jesus Christ had protected me from going on that site. I feel that Jesus did not see me in that time and did not see how badly I was going to get hurt. Second Life was a very deceptive site and made it seem like a safe place to be and a...

I am feeling sad because I left Second Life for good. I feel I will not find the happiness I found on that site again and i miss the creativity but I know the site was not a good site and that it caused alot of problems for me.

I have had a hard time recently being myself and it has been very painful for me. Its because of how I was treated when I was kidnapped and tortured. I was made to be someone I am not. I feel sad about that and they also acted as though Jesus Christ did not love me. It is hard to feel that Jesus...

I just read about something called "Eastertide." Which is the celebrating of the Easter Season from Easter Sunday to Pentecost Sunday. It is the celebration of the Easter Season even after Easter Sunday. I am grateful to learn about Eastertide. I have been praying for healing to happen for me...

I saw a great blog question on this site, on what would Christianity be like in the future. I feel it will be a even more compassionate religion and that it would help everyone who was hurting but not discriminate against anyone. I feel it will be more understanding of women and the doctrine of...

Today I prayed for more healing and I felt God answered me some. I have been depressed about my torture and I feel that God knows I am in pain. I feel Jesus Christ does love me and will help me out of my depression. I have been through alot and I need his love.

I did not really get to celebrate Easter yesterday but I am today. I finally got off of Second Life for good and will not return to it. I also have decided to dedicate myself to Jesus Christ. I believe Jesus will protect me and love me and keep me and that he forgives me for my sins. I have...

Today is Easter and a beautiful day. The weather outside is soft and warm with a gentle breeze. I went to church with my family today. I am hoping for the healing that comes with Jesus' resurrection day. :) God bless everyone

I was on Second Life for two years and there were people who pretended to be Christian on the site. It was a very cruel site and evil. There was much Devil worshiping on the site. I am glad to have this Christian avatar site to feel safe on and to be healed on. I am grateful for everyone on this...

I hope Good Friday is going well for everyone. I am listening to a sermon about the thief on the cross beside Jesus at his death and how he was saved. It is good. It is humbling to be reminded of what Jesus went through in his torture and crucifixion. It makes me think of people who are tortured...

Tomorrow is Good Friday and I hope everyone has a blessed Good Friday :) My mom is making dinner and my grandmother may come over to have dinner with us.

Sometimes I will use this as a story blog. One that I am working on is J.R Tolkien fan Fiction and it is called Blue Skies. Luinilote, a Noldor Elf maiden, walked down the narrow path to her home. One of her friends came near and looked at her with concern. He knew that Luinilote had been raped...

I went to the Disability office today with my dad and it went very well. Thank you for your prayers. Me and my father were able to fix what needed to be fixed. Me and my parents watched some of Son of God last night and it was very good. We will finish watching it tonight. The acting is...

Tomorrow I have to go to the disability office with my father. I have disability due to my chronic pain. I am hoping Jesus is with me tomorrow and helps me to deal okay with traveling to the disability office and standing in line. I'm afraid I will have to stand in line for a long time. Please...