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I had the best day yesterday. :) My boss at work was doing these yearly evaluation talks with us (I don't know the word for them in English) and it was my turn. I got worried, because I have struggled so much lately with condemnation, and I feel like I messed up so much the last year, I have...
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I am on a ferry right now, I'm going somewhere for the day with my family and trying to rest a little. Only God knows what He has planned for us today, but I hope that it will be peaceful. I have been so tired lately, exhausted from work, from ministry, from drama and from going through all the...
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God is awesome! Praise Him and all Glory to Him! Something happened a few days ago that made me fall apart. I was reminded of what my abusive ex did, and I had a panic attack, and all the pain came back, my mind in chaos. God used it to pull me closer to Him, and help me deal with all of it...
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I need to ramble again. I've had so many strange reactions to my faith in the past, and just bad advice to just about everything, and it has been my biggest obstacle, and God has been helping me understand it. Now, I'm not here to slander anyone, I'm just sorting out my thoughts. In public...
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It rained today. :) Okay, so a few weeks ago, God gave me the words to speak "LORD, stop the rain, in Jesus' name!". I didn't know why at the time. I got zealous over something and they came out. Then it stopped raining, for weeks, and wild forest fires were all over Sweden. The Lord has...
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I've been going through some attacks in the last few weeks, both spiritual and from people. Hits keep coming. Fiery darts. Accusations, fear and doubt, confusion. I'm overcoming all of it really well in Christ, finally. Because I think I've come to a point where I just don't care any longer...
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I think I'm finding my way back to the Lord now, completely. Since what happened last year, everything became a struggle for me. I could barely remember Jesus, every prayer was even a trial, because I was so blocked. Then when I fell back into my old ways, which happened because I was feeling so...
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I'm exhausted. Spiritually, emotionally, physically. I've had a tiresome life and I ran into a wall. When I first got saved, that wasn't a gradual event, it was instant. God just proved His existance to me, told me to believe in Jesus, and it was the happiest moment in my life. It was so...
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I just had a vision from God that made me cry. I saw a huge ship, sailing on the ocean. A woman was stearing it, wearing a captain's hat. She was joyful and free, navigating during a storm, without worry. Huge nets full of fish were being pulled up from the water on the right side of the ship...
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The last three days of my life has been terrible. I've gotten much more closer to God, He has used me to help others more than ever before, and that has been wonderful. My mind has been in disarray, but all that has come out of my mouth has been from God. :) I have been constantly attacked, and...
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I haven't written in a while, because I just came back from my summer vacation, where I went to the US to visit a friend, and I decided not to post anything while I was there. I had a wonderful time, but God also used the three weeks to send me through some intense trials that really did the...
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There's so much going on... Too much!!! Yet, not enough! There is so much I want to do for God, and I feel like He has been equipping me, and keeps equipping me, for all of it, so I have no direction right now. A part of me is fine with it, because I love to have a lot to do, but I also think I...
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I'm writing something, just anything right now. So much has happened in the last few weeks. It was like God suddenly acted really fast, and I can't share all of it. I'm allowed to, and I want to, but there's just too much of it. Blessings, revelation, little miracles, hope and joy and healing...
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I have had a few very interesting days, where God has made a lot of things better for me in many ways. He has been healing a lot of old wounds and fixing what was broken in me. I have felt how He is building me up again, breathing new life into me, and no matter how much I may doubt or feel...
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For the last two days I have felt God pulling away from me. This time, not because of anything I have done, but because of what others have done to me. So I would get desperate enough to break down in tears and let all that pain out. So I would cry and scream in panic and give all of it to Him...
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I got home from Spain yesterday evening. The last few days were wonderful. God did a lot for me, and for my sister as well. We even got to talk about Jesus, and a little about her feelings. It is difficult to talk to her sometimes, but God gave us some situations that really made her smile. We...
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I'm on vacation in Spain! :D I've had a long, but wonderful day. I went with my sister. She and I both need to rest up for a while, and get away from Sweden. I have been struggling so much lately with confusion and condemnation, fear and just about everything, as per usual. I have been...
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Praise God, I have had a wonderful Easter/Passover. I had Friday to Sunday off from work, and I spent all three days alone home with God, worshipping and singing, praying and thanking Him, and resting. I have been exhausted for months, and this week, I was at my breaking point. So the Lord told...
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God has done something absolutely amazing! Every since I was little, about five years old, I've been abused, bullied and hurt by just about everyone around me. I never had any friends I could trust until I was 16, and it made me very self-destructive. I was hurting myself in every way. I was...
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I felt the need to ramble again. I've been hurting, because of some things that happened, but God has been encouraging me, both in His Spirit and through some people on this forum. Praise Him! I always feel better after talking about God. I've rarely been rebuked by other Christians for...

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