Far-side-of-the-moon's Blog

4 interviews later and I got the job at waffle house today. I have to go back next week for orientation ...I'm excited..hopefully it won't be the same song and dance. But like Kehlani,(favorite singer)I gotta live for the challenge as it'll only make me stronger, I can work on coming out of my...

I've been caught up in the moment I'm not sure what's heavier What's on my mind or on my plate But we gonna be okay Yeah, we gonna be okay I still care about being loyal and I always paid a price I won't let 'em take advantage cause I'm way too [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse]ing nice No way Enough is enough, enough is...

Okay so I just got finished looking at a video about waiting for your husband and whatever...and it was so real that I just appreciate the youtuber for their transparency because it helped me so much. It opened my eyes, like scales falling off pauls face. ---------------------------- She is...

... Oh man, I feel so embarrassed to say that I have a crush on a YouTuber. Its so weird because I know it'd never happen. I love everything they are...even though the person is gay lol. Its so weird, but I've come to the knowledge..when it comes to me and my feelings... I cant help who I...

..alrightly.... Soooo I totally got into a convo about faith...with a few people. And man it was interesting to see what they believed, and as I listened I was so shocked with how off it was..so far away from the bible , so pieced off I was just like wow... But ..no judgement because I...

Today I was woken up early, 5am, BC my little brother told me if I want to say good bye to my dad I better get up. Basically my dad was leaving... I have no idea where he's going or if he'll be okay... After he left, I was consoling my brother because it just hit him.... Then after a while...

Sadly ..my uncle was admitted into an institution because he had a psychotic break sometime this week... And his last coherent words to me was to do my best... It was then I realized..its stupid to live in fear and to stop being afraid of what people think. Because I acrewed up so terribly at...

I was watching a youtuber late at night..and he got into an extreme interesting topic.. He was talking about why the instagram look is so popular and women of substance are falling prey to it. In his video he veered , saying..in this life, were born with qualities that help us out in this...

...I guess its day 2 of me just speaking the word of God over my life and just trying to renew my mind. And while it did feel good for a minute, of course panic and anxiety struck back... Its definitely a battle, thank God the battle is already one..im just walking out. Praise God.

... I feel as a Christian I know how to battle spiritually, I'm more than prepared...but I'm still anxious. I have anxiety..pretty bad, I experience chronic night mares, from time to time..not always though..thank goodness...and I have pure O ( which basically means, my mind is a record player...

In the midst of my storm. Trial ECT... Many many MANY times I forget of Gods sovereignty, it was until I was watching Priscilla Shirer that it came to me. To know that God is able to do exceedingly good things beyond our wildest imagination ....and weather he'll do it or not is his business...

Every single little moment .. . I can't be there to hold your hand . I need for you to know that.. Anything should happen ~ cause anything could happen... Anything could.. Know that you'll be alright.