Days In The Life Of Singing

It's been so long since I've written on my blog on here but I have no where else to to vent so here goes. As of yesterday I'm officially friendless. I let go of some "friends" that we're just bringing me down and treating me like crap. The worst part? They're part of a bible study that I...

Hey everyone! Well, I got a temporary job! It's at my mom's friends church where her husband is pastor. I'll be doing data entry work. I'm not sure how long it will last. I'm thinking a month at the most! I'm thankful for anything at this point though. :) At least it's something. :) I got the...

Hey everyone. I haven't really got anything too exciting to write about today but since I haven't written in awhile I thought I would write a little something. So, my weight loss. . .honestly my motivation has plummeted and I've just sorda put it on the back burner atm. How terrible am...

Have you ever just felt like a huge chunk of you was missing? Like something was just off but you don't know what or maybe you do know what it is but there's no way you can "mend it". That's how I feel today. I just basically feel. . .kinda...useless. Like my life is just going nowhere. Like...

This week has been kinda hard for me. I'm trying to "give all to Jesus" including my singleness and my desire for a relationship but it's been tough! I feel like I have to surrender 50 times a day! Is this normal? Temptation is everywhere it seems. Seeing couples. Seeing friends getting engaged...

Stayed the same this week. At least I didn't gain! I'll take it. Total loss:6 lbs

The Lord has been dealing with me about a particular subject here lately. Giving my singleness to Him. It's one reason I got rid of the dating site. I also cut ties with a guy that I was chatting with from there before I deleted it. I know it's for the best. I hope he understands. I've taking...

I just got rid of my profile on the Christian dating site for the second time. I picked up a book at the bookstore today and was flipping through it. It was on Singleness and contentment and such. It was called Scared Singleness: The Set-Apart Girls Guide to Purpose And Fulfillment By: Leslie...

I've lost another 2 lbs! ! ! I'm so very proud of myself. I still didn't make it to the gym 3 times last week but this week I will! ! ! :bow::):clap: Total thus far: 6 lbs

My first week went better than I expected. I lost 4 pounds! ! ! I'm so excited! I just hope and pray this continues! I went to the gym this morning and had a great workout. I only made it twice last week I'm gonna try my best to go 3 days this week. I guess we'll see what happens. :) I've come...

This poem just came to me so I wanted to write it down. Enjoy.:) I want to feel your lips close to mine I want to hear your heart keeping perfect time I want to feel you close to me But I all I feel is nothing I've been waiting so long Time drags on Each day a little bit harder How long do...

Loneliness bites. I just hate feeling like this. I want so much for my life to get better but I've been at a halt for years and years. I just feel so hopeless right now. "Why you keep searching for love as though I'm not enough"

Why do we desire things we can't have? It just seems inevitable. This "thing" in my life is what a ton of people desire and what a lot of people spend their lives looking for but sadly some never find. I'm talking about love. Why is it so desirable? Well, I believe that God created us that...

So, today I was waiting at a red light and I was turning right. There was a lot of people coming so I couldn't turn. The person behind me blew there horn and I looked in my mirror and they were throwing up their hands in frustration. I hate when people do this. It's bugs me. Which made me think...

So, today I was waiting at a red light and I was turning right. There was a lot of people coming so I couldn't turn. The person behind me blew there horn and I looked in my mirror and they were throwing up their hands in frustration. I hate when people do this. It's bugs me. Which made me think...

Weight Loss. It's always something I've struggled with all my life. I'm gonna HAVE to do something about my weight. I know I am. It's just really starting to affect my self esteem and confindence etc. I just weighed a few mins ago and honestly it wasn't as bad as I expected even though it was...

I think I'm gonna start writing on this thing again. :) I was reading over my past entries in here and sad thing is I'm still struggling with the exact same things. Even a year later. How ubber sad is that? Anyways, I've been fighting loneliness today. I just long for companionship and...

I haven't written on here in FOREVER! I got some things on my mind so I figured I might as well use this thing. I just feel very down on myself today. I don't feel like I can do anything and none of my dreams are ever gonna come true. I just hate feeling like this. I'm sick of just. . .my...

White Sand White Foam Swirling Beneath My Feet Ahhh It's Been Tooooo Long The Salty Air The Wind Blown Hair Tank Tops And Flip Flops Cruising DownTown Nothing Like It In The World Get In The Car Head Back Home Back To Reality Back To No Friends And Depression Too Not Knowing Where To Go Or...

Well, I've decided to do it. I'm not gonna say what just yet but like one of you knows what I'm talking about. I'll tell the rest of you in due time. I'm in the beginning stages and I know it's gonna be a looooong journey but I know it will be well worth it in the end. I'm excited yet nervous...