Broken John Doe

So cold.. where's the feeling?? Where's my life?? The cold breeze feels like my inside. It's cold. Being pushed around. Not strong enough to do as it wishes. Filled with secret gases that are harmful. It's weird to think about what you could be inhaling with every breath. Like there's probably a...

I lie. Alot. And I realize it's gotten me into a very terrible situation. My life is in its molding state. And the next while decides that. Which sucks. I just need ana. That's all really need to live my life.i pretty much would do anything to see her. To be with her. I really hope I didn't...

Just message me here it will be alright. Please ana. I love you. It will be ok. Just talk to me. Fsachtsxfgjgswfhnvzzqweryuipplkhdaasfhjkkmnbbxzzaasdfggjklppuutewqqw

Please talk to me. I need to know what's going on. Please ana talk to me. I'm spamming random things so I have enough words to post this. Sjsiuebdkszbdbdjdhnrkdishsjsirjjrnrksjsbsndkrjrjrb tnqnoqapsidubcc dmrnrnvaab

I'm not good enough for Ana. I'm really not. I don't deserve her at all. I'm not trusting. I'm not trustworthy. I'm not loving. I'm judgemental. I'm afraid. I'm not a Christian. I'm not supportive. I'm not anything good. And I hate it. I feel terrible about the way I am. And I don't know how to...

Why am I always such a effing problem that people have to deal with. What the ell did i do to you. If you want to be my friend don't think that you can just not be Ok with who I am. I HAVE ISSUES. OK. I'M MESSED THE F UP. IF YOU DON'T WANT TO DEAL WITH ME. IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE THE FACT THAT...

If I follow god. The only reason I have to help people Is to help god. The only reason I follow god is for myself. This is selfish. It is possible I just want to serve God. Which still has the problem that I can't help people the same because I don't care enough. If I don't follow god. I can let...

You ever loved someone so much you would give anything for them. You would die for them. Have you ever cared more about strangers then your own life? Have your ever hated how much you hurted someone. You felt so bad. You hated what they went through. You hate hurting them. You hate not being...

I don't feel like anyone is with, or around me. I feel the coldness seeping into my veins... I feel like this world isn't going anywhere. I feel as if I can only go backwards. I'm not strong enough to do anything. We are all just on this planet trying to find happiness. But we never can seem to...