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Blog Entries from BlondieLashes

  1. I'm homesick

    So, we moved from sunny So Cal to a location that I cannot disclose about 2 years ago. I am finding myself excessively homesick. I miss the beach so much. I want to take my son to the beach and breathe in the ocean air. I guess I am depressed. I hate not knowing where things are, I feel like a homebody because I don't understand the "things to do" around here...and the weather sucks. I am having a horrid time finding a home church. I hate the shopping as everything is at least 45...
  2. Stealing Heather's blog...

    I did not write the following blog. Heather Veitch did. I choose to post it here in quotes as it touched me so much. I could say the exact same thing of my own life....She put it so beautifully.... "I thank God so much for my life. I thank him for every minute that he allows me to be here. I was thinking about my life and how wild the whole thing has been. I feel like I have experienced so many different ways to live. Often people feel sorry for me because of things that have happened in...
  3. What is wrong with you?!

    "What is wrong with you?!" were the words that came out of my 2 year old's mouth tonight when getting ready for bed I asked him to stay in his room while I went to get something. He followed after me instead of staying in his room and I asked him if he needed to go to the corner or if he could go back to his bedroom on his own to which he replied, "What is wrong with you?" Part of me wanted to laugh but the other part of me realized that he was mimicking something that my husband often...
  4. Blanking out (A symptom of PTSD)

    Yet another PTSD issue is bothering me. For years now I have had times where I just "blank out" and cannot remember facts like my wedding date, my phone number, names, chunks of time in the past, etc. Not only is it annoying but there are times where it is embarrassing. I find that if I am under stress or pressure I will just blank out. The other day I was watching my sister's 2 kids and my son (STRESS!!!) and my brother in law came over to pick up his kids and we were talking about an...
  5. Ptsd

    Thought I'd share a bit more about what PTSD is like for me. A big area that I still struggle with is feeling like I can never relax and often feeling like my life or the life of those that I love will be cut short somehow. It's kind of hard to explain as it is not a conscious thing. For example I often find myself focusing on preparing for the future for my son if I die. While preparation is good and normal, there comes a point where it is not healthy. I also find that I can't...
  6. What it is like for me to have PTSD

    I have had several people here on the forums ask me what I mean when I say I have PTSD from the years I spent in the sex industry. I have provided clinical sounding replies, but yesterday I had yet another real life example that I thought I would share. I needed to have lab work done at our local hospital this morning. It was early (6 am), I was fasting and I had my 2 year old with me as my husband works nights. I had packed a backpack full of supplies for my son (snacks, books, etc.),...
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