Today was a difficult day but the Lord was with me. I had counseling today. I met with my counselor and discussed self forgiveness. She told me that the Lord forgives me and that I am loved by Him. I have been hating myself a lot recently about going onto Second Life where I met my torturers. The Lord told my heart that He forgives me and that I will find peace about it everyday and that I will be protected even though I am suffering so much. The Lord told me that He knows that I have feelings of self hatred but that He will show me His mercy and help me.