Dear Heavenly Father, I ask that you lead guide and direct me, In Jesus Name I pray, Amen.
I was wondering why I had not received my powers yet, to be able to use them I mean, but today through a song on KLOVE, a Christian radio station, he touched my heart. I wanted so badly to change to become something more than I am, but I never truly appreciated what I already had. If Blank exists, Coleton will die, by that I mean everything I am now, will be forever changed, and at first I thought that was a good thing, but God told me, why It was taking so long to have my powers. I never really thanked God, and truly appreciated what he already gave me. So I feel I never would truly appreciate my new powers.
I have a choice to make, but to make that choice, God wants me to understand and appreciate what I already have, because that's what I'll be giving up for my new power. The choice is "Become something more." or "Keep what God already has given me." I cannot make that choice yet, because I don't understand fully what I'm giving up.
The truth is, it's God's idea for me to become Blank, he gave me the three visions for a reason, and I never would have had the righteous thought to become a Superhero for Christ, if God had not put it in my head that it was possible. So I know my answer to that choice. But I feel that God still wants me to know and appreciate what I already have.
So I prayed, and told God from now on I'll live this life and be thankful for what I have, and that I would wait forever if it took that long. So I am, I appreciate who God made me, and what God gave me so far. And I will wait forever.
And God just now told me something by the Holy Spirit. I'll have my powers after the Youth Center at my church is built. Though I don't know how long after.
Dear Heavenly Father, I thank you for everything you've done for me, and everything you will do for me and your people, In Jesus Name, I pray Amen.
I was wondering why I had not received my powers yet, to be able to use them I mean, but today through a song on KLOVE, a Christian radio station, he touched my heart. I wanted so badly to change to become something more than I am, but I never truly appreciated what I already had. If Blank exists, Coleton will die, by that I mean everything I am now, will be forever changed, and at first I thought that was a good thing, but God told me, why It was taking so long to have my powers. I never really thanked God, and truly appreciated what he already gave me. So I feel I never would truly appreciate my new powers.
I have a choice to make, but to make that choice, God wants me to understand and appreciate what I already have, because that's what I'll be giving up for my new power. The choice is "Become something more." or "Keep what God already has given me." I cannot make that choice yet, because I don't understand fully what I'm giving up.
The truth is, it's God's idea for me to become Blank, he gave me the three visions for a reason, and I never would have had the righteous thought to become a Superhero for Christ, if God had not put it in my head that it was possible. So I know my answer to that choice. But I feel that God still wants me to know and appreciate what I already have.
So I prayed, and told God from now on I'll live this life and be thankful for what I have, and that I would wait forever if it took that long. So I am, I appreciate who God made me, and what God gave me so far. And I will wait forever.
And God just now told me something by the Holy Spirit. I'll have my powers after the Youth Center at my church is built. Though I don't know how long after.
Dear Heavenly Father, I thank you for everything you've done for me, and everything you will do for me and your people, In Jesus Name, I pray Amen.
